Friday, March 11, 2011

to do or not to do....

Not a good heart-brain phase...mood swings are the highest...realising nothing is permanent...specially with the relationships...humans are the worst examples of trust and best too..some people trying hard to keep me smiling...I am trying too...I am hurt...the wounds are deep...doing my best to stop myself from giving any retaliation...people around want me to practice forgiveness...Even I want too..But I am angry..I want to destroy a few things... I feel it will bring contentment... I have a feeling of being a cold blooded murderer...I said a lot of truth...everything went wrong because of it...

Still there is a lot of goodness around...living with them...will be leaving behind things and people..no I am not leaving.. I will be there when needed.. they are leaving me...Ok! I still will be there...Damn this goodness! Its not letting me be the Devil! 

I know this doesnt go with the template..so what? Not going to be deceptive.. I am going to change what I write because that would be deceptive...No...I would change the template instead...